No Tv

Already
second day
My home don have sound from Tv

Not my Tv broken
Not my astro problem

Is because my astro need 2 UPDATE...
haha
Astro B.yond u will be my...haha ...so happy

I have been c the "power of B.yond"
                                              is so PowerFUL...

But those few days , I can't c Tv cause astro
                                                                      card already delete...
Oh...can't c astro
But FEW days later i will have A NEW astro B yond card...haha

Now my popo can't c Tv
She soOOOOoOoOOoo boring...\
I don, cause have u ! Blog--Blogger...hahaha...

sad n pain...

So sad 2day
So pain 2day

She told me about her grandmom
Her emotion so sad
Make me think back about my Da Jiu

My heart start feeling pain
                                  sad
                        Like some 1 put vineger on my heart
Sour................

The sadness already over my heart
Headache over my mind.......pain.............

Look at her sadness emotion
I don know y soOOOoOoOOooo sad
                                                      sour
                                                      pain
They have a trip 2 Cameron
But ............I think they will delete it / cancel it
All of them just waiting a call from Kelantan
The call is come,they need 2 back Kelantan

Maybe i have been seen about death
I will be sad if some 1 died ....
I will be touch if some 1 died...
Until now
I REALLY KNOW about DEATH !
Horrible...
Scared...
Sad...

But don worried about me
Because




I m Ac Kris Thong Sook Hwa !
Gambateh,Ku-ris !
                 Ke-ri-si !

After SPM...

After SPM
What will u do?
Where will u go?

Today
Video call with Chi V
Haha...funny , first time leh...

Talk here
              Talk there
Suddenly
               Talk about "after SPM"

I think maybe after SPM
I will open a account in Facebook...
                                                    ( ps : Is that 2 late 4 open a account? )
I will learn PIANO
                            ( ps : I must learn , whatever is 2 late )
I will learn many bahasa
                                    ( ps : ever is SUSAH )
I want go New Zealand n Korea...
        I want work at there
                              ( ps : However is different Budaya)
I think i will miss my FRIENDz...
                   ( ps :but i will always see ur blogs or maybe Facebook )
Haha...
Wait 4 me , Facebook
Wait 4 me , Piano
Wait 4 me , Bahasa
Wait 4 me , New Zealand n Korea
Stay with me , My Friendz...

vitas opera 2.

Super CooL !

Lady Gaga's World Premiere Performance of 'Judas'

Lady Gaga new song "Judas"...

]-[appy...

To : ALL My friends

U look so sad
U look so tired
U look so angry

Wat happen 2 my friends

Sometimes
U smile at me
Sometimes
U angry 2 me
Sometimes
U down in front of me

My heart
My feeling
Just taking u...my friends

When u sad
I can't do anything 2 u
I just become sad

When u angry
I just can hear wat r u saying
then I become angry

When u don talk 2 me
I just suddenly look at u
My heart so worried about u
But i can't say the word "worried" 2 u
Cause...
              U will say "noting" 2 me...
Look at u ...
Hope u can tell me wat happen 2 u? May i help u?

But no 1 want tell me...

I hope my FRIENDz...
take care...
calm dawn...
relax...

Don make me so worried bout u ALL...

Bo bi...

Born...

27/4/2011
4.13 pm
A baby come to the earth with safe
The baby is female
Is a girl !

Today
I just have a happy feeling
                               until the baby was born...
Haha...soOoOOOOooooo }{appy...
I hope everyone who c this post can give some "comment" 4 the BAby...

Besides that, I have a friend need 2 operation
Who is the person?
Of course who don know O ---TKS lah !
Now , he stay in hospital...
But his voice also can hear in school...because Chi V...lah...
                                                               Always copy the words from TKS...
                                                                                         " APa ni..."
                                                                                       " Celaka..."

Funny HAH...Chi V..haha...

The making of sandwich...( ps : Lastest!!)

Today
pertandingan making sandwich...
17~18 people menyertai...

Here have SOME picture 2 all my followers,haha...

so crazy...have many pic but 2 tired 2 put so if u want c ,can find me...hahahaha...

Those days...

Here i need 2 thx Chi v n jinwen

Those days
make me so tired
                   sad
                  
Crying again n again
Now write this post also don have any energy

Late 4 sleep
Late 4 rest
Late 4 say good bye
Everythings is 2 late...

Until now i also can't believe...he pass away...
He look like sleepy...
His children know their daddy death
But they 2 small
                        not really know the true meaning of death
                                                                              die
Look at my mom
                  da jiu mu
They crying...
                   " woman/girl is making by water/liquid "
They say like that 2 their friends when they r crying...

Walk here
Sit there
Work here
Rest there

2day he move 2 his "new house"
2day I crying again n again
Those 100 days i can't go birthday party
                                        wedding party
                                        n more party...i can't go...

Those things happen like a dream...
But is true...

C newspaper have some accident happen
I though those accident will not happen in my famliy
but .................happen.....................

2 fast this news over my mind...
I can't believe...
In my mind , he just fall asleep...he don die,right?
( ps : LOL,he already die,i know)

Pass away...

12.20 am
message in my phone...

6.10 am
I see my phone,have a message there...
I reply it...

6.12 am
My mom call me
"Da jiu qu shi le..."
This chiness sentence make me cry like a sa po...( ps : bitter laugh)
She ask me "Want go Jerantut ma?"
I say yes...

I clean my bag...
Open internet...blogger...see my follower post
                     Angry...
                          Funny...

6.45am,Now start my post...
                                 with a lot of piano song...
Happiness...
Sadness...
Angriness...
Everything come out of my mind
                                          heart
Yesterday,my heart feel sour
                                     sad
                                     bitter...
2day happen...
Piano song take me in Happy world
Piano song take me in Sadness world
But my face don have any emotion...
Don laugh...
Don smile...
Don cry...
Don angry...
A....like a ghost face...

He is pass away
The God is taking a good person away
Y?! y...
He has 4 children need 2 take care
Those 4 children is very small
His wife don have a work
How she take care those 4 little cute children

A beautiful family because of ur planing become broken
How can like this?

But this is the true
I need to trust it


Good Bye...

                            

How can...

Don know y?
Always have the feeling of sadness...

I don hate myself
Because me is made by
                                   The God
                                    My Parents...
I love my family...
I love my friends...
I love myself...

When I m thinking
Sadness feeling will come out from my heart...

My heart will be sour
                          sad
                          bitter

2day
this feeling come again...
Haiz...i know y...
( ps : but don want tell u wat happen A)
But i don care those problem...biarkan...

1 day...I will born my way...
              I will change those feeling in2 power...trust me...