BEAST - FICTION

This song like my life...

Like a fiction...

Sour,I try already...

Sweet,I try already...

Bitter,I try already...

Spicy,I try already...

Before the holidays,

I just a normal girl.

I don know wat happen in my family between they n them.

I just know my bitter of my life.

I just know my feeling.

I just do myself.

No 1 tell me wat happen 2 my family.

No 1 tell me how bitter they r.

No 1 tell me how happy they r.

No 1 tell me how crazy they r.

No !! No 1 tell me...

I very sad...

Cause I don know everything...

I only know is answer "I don know!"

After the holidays,

I not a normal girl.

I know wat happen in my family between them n they.

I not only know my bitter.

I not only know my feeling.

I not only know do myself.

My mom tell me everythings...

that I don know...

I very sad...

Cause I know everything...

Now,I can answer"Yes,I know..."

My family just like a fiction...

I never 4get All of U...

私はあなたを決して忘れない

あなたのために,

私は慎重に考える必要が...

I don 1 hurt some 1...

A stranger that u meet
One day,the ppl will be ur friend.

Maybe when v meet,
v shy...so don talk a lot...
Slowly...v will care each other cause v meet more after v first time meet

But because of this reason
I find ur bad...
I hope u can change but If I speak out,
                            I will hurt u...
So,I keep ur bad up in my heart.

But everyone have a ruler,
This ruler is long or short...ha...c the person lah!

My 1...is long 1...
This is true.

I will protect my friend if I have this power...
So I keep bad things up...
             left it behind...
Sry,my friends...I can tell u who I m write or wat happening
Cause if I speak out,I will hurt u...sry...

Sry 4 I not very brave
Sry 4 I don tell u
Sry 4 I can't tell u

Cause I will hurt u...sry...

Warning!!

Warning
Warning!
Warning!!

Warning U many time
But U still do it.
            done it..
Y?
Can U just be a good student?
I know U can be.
         do it!
But U done it up!!

Now!
Is not ur business...y U need 2 do it?
No one warning U?
No one tell U??

Liar!!
Don tell me those reason.
Stop it!!
Can U??

Stop go out.
Stop hurt some 1 else.
Stop do it again,please?...

If U stop,fine...
But...
If U continue do it...
                      I don know I can control my feeling or not 2 scored U...
STOP IT!! OK??

Be alone

혼자서는 내 스타일
Yeah...this is me...
My true 스타일


I don need 2 care U
Yeah
I very scared alone but I like it...


혼자 is my 스타일
No need change me
It already fix in my DNA...


Because of U
I left my study away
I left my true self away
Y I need 2 follow U?
No...싫어!!


I need 2 be myself back!!
Alone is beautiful!!
Best...I love it !!
혼자 ... 날 기다려 ...

[HD] After School - Because of You MV / 애프터스쿨 - 너 때문에 뮤직비디오

Because of u,I need 2 speak less...

Speakless

Hear the song"shampoo" from after school
Very sweet,romance song
I love it...

I think I need 2 talk less
Cause of u...
I start thinking
M i need 2 be friendly with u?
M i need 2 care u?
M i need 2 remember our friendship?

After the end of the school,
V also need 2 go out the school n make our own future
Maybe u will study,I will work.
Maybe u will fall in love,I just work hard 4 myself.
Maybe u will marry,I just be a superwoman.

But many possible will be happen,right?
I think I will talk less in school...
Start 2 be me alone,stop talking...
                         playing...
                         dreaming...
                         joining...
Cause later I will be alone back.
Be alone is better than join a group of ppl.
No need 2 care ur feeling...
Now next song..."fiction" beast.
Write until here,
I start angry...don know y?
Can't explain...
Maybe I must be alone 2 calm down myself...

My life just like a fiction...
소설은 허구입니다,
날 그냥 혼자.
Maybe next time,u c me...
I will be 골든 여인...

Lim Jeong Hee "Golden Lady" MV

I guess I m the golden lady...

I want to stay there 4 a half year

Actually
I want 2 stay
But I just hope faster out to the school

I don want 2 c my friends anymore
I want 2 be special
I want 2 be a star in my group of friends
But this can't it be...

I always be the last one
This is the true
I know I not very good speaker
and always say something that my friends don say 1
Cause they r good "students" mah...
Me...ha...normal bad student

Don do homework
Don copy notes
Haha...bad student...I m the first 1

Friends,Family n me r my biggest stress
I don know y
But I feel very happy when stay with friends
I always hear a ppl say
Ppl A :"My friends don wait me 2 toilet 2day,very sad leh."
Me :"Haiya...no need 2 care 1 lah."

Haha...i think the ppl A have c my blog 1...yeahlah...that u!!
I everytime say i don care those problem
But actually I care...until i think carefully
Ha...just a little problem only
NO NEED 2 CARE!!

Cause i know my friends is use true heart 2 be my friends...
they use true heart...
Thx lah, friends...

애프터스쿨 (After school) _ Shampoo MV

Sweet,romance,eletronical song...talk about a girl fall in love with her dream n a man story...hope u guys LOVE it...

This song let me know wat is friends n wat is fall in love...

This song I need 2 hear it everyday...

Jine ur present A...

This song very sweet , I like this song very much.I want share this song with my friend--A Jine. Cause u birthday ,i don give u present so this song i share with u. Everyday is SHINee day N so sweet 4 everythings...haha...

애프터스쿨 (After School) _ Let's Step Up MV

The Moment of truth Alviss Kong 07-06-2011

Sin Chew Daily has a news that I must pay attention it,that is Alviss Kong's father who passed The Edge into his Glory.Is very sad,I can't understand y his son need 2 die...his father cry again again n again.Haiz...now...I hope teenage or ppl can think think n think ur surrounding...< R.I.P >

2NE1 - LONELY [HD]

Baby,i m sorry...cause i m so lonely...

The University trip

I thought my follower will write a post 'bout this trip but No !!
No 1 !!
OMG!!
So suprise 4 me...

But never mind , I write...
That day I very worried about I sit with who
Cause all my friends already have partner
But 4 me No...cause yesterday TB told me have 1 more place
So,I go!

Last time I not very interesting this trip
But my friends say this trip in front of me...
More interesting...until I 1 go...
No places...got place already...no loh...have some 1 get the place...she/he don 1 go leh...u go loh!!
Yeah can go !!
2moro,sit with Kuan
but 2 of us just 1 2 sleep
on the bus talk some minutes then v sleep
Just sleep only on the bus...
Haha...2 pig ...haha...
The morning ...haiz...the students sit behind the bus 1 A...laugh...laugh...laugh...talk...talk...talk...
Chi v
Jine
U 2 A...most bising...
Xuan
U laugh most lout
Haha...but never mind
All of u don disturd 2 of us sleeping

This trip is 2 bz
Go here go there
Oh...so tired
INTI/KDU/Sin Chew
n shopping
NO TIME!!
Oh...

But the most angry is the 2 loh
Say...say...say...
If u 1 2 know
ask ME!!
ok??

Thank 4 All of U...

I would 2 thank The Road,
                          The Highway,
                                      n the wind in my Hair as v surged down the freeway of life.
I would like 2 thx little monsters,most of all,for their
                                                                                    loyalty,
                                                                                    commitment
                                                                                     N
                                                                                    bravery
                                                                                               2 my study.
I would like 2 thx some ppl in my family,because of their mind
                                                                                                n
                                                                                              "mouth".
I would like 2 thx the superstar that i like,they give me a dream
                                                                                               n
                                                                                           my future way.
Dad,thank you 4 ur support n some comment 'bout my future.
Mom,thank you 4 ur ear,always need 2 hear me angry
                                                                             sad
                                                                               n
                                                                         Happy...
Brother,thank you 4 ur sharing some games / music / singing with me,let me be happy.
                                                                  N
                                                  ur idea with me 2.
Uncle,thank you 4 ur money...hehehe...u say will send me 2 US study but sry I don like ur planning.
O.T.P,thank you 4 always being true friends.

I true believe this is important 2 all of you as is it 2 me.
Thank you everyone for believing in me.

( ps : To Mom,Dad,and Brother.You are my strength.Our love is unbreakable."One day I will return,the fame and riches earned,with you I'd watch them all be burned.")

Oh!!

( pps : And to uncle WJL,who passed The Edge into his Glory. < R.I.P> )
( ppps : And Lady Gaga 2, thx 4 ur "words"...)

Result--I HATE U !!!!!!

Result
I really hate u
U know??

Haiz...
BM--Keep in the same level as P1
BI--Increase 10 marks( ps : Impassible !! Miss Lee right my PAPER )
BC--FAIL!!( ps : OMG !! Actually not the 1st time but is also sad n angry 2 )
SJ--fail( ps : but i already try my best also have some marks ( pps: Happy Hahahaha... )

PM--Lower than CKL !! But also pass lah ! ( ps : have little bit angry Cause how can I lower than him,Ah......)

MM--ok lah but not very good...

Sc--Haiz...pass already ok loh...don care those stupid mark lah !!

PA--REALLY AH? I PASS ALREADY ? Thanks my God...

PD--IMPASSIBLE !! I FAIL...NooOoOOoOoOoO.............

Result....y u always hurt students heart?

              y u always play students feeling?

              y u r so important 2 us??

Y...y??

Haiz...

P2 already lah...Marks just decrease again again n again
How can I do??
Latihan?
Ulang Kaji??
Tanya cikgu???
STOP !!

2 weeks holidays feeling...

Holidays...
Everyone have somethings 2 do
Me 2 !!

This holidays have many feeling...
RelaX...
SaD...
HappY...
SouR...
AngrY...

Those because of my family
                                   result
                                   future
This 3 things always in life turning around,around n around...
Make me feel the world of sadness...
                                                 badness...
I can't 4get those 3 things
I want 2 speak out about those 3 things...
                                                                but I don't have brave 2 speak out
I scared...
               somebody laughing at me
I really scared...
Guys...u know...
                          I very care about my "faces"...
                          I very care it at all...
I don't like 2 do something foolish...
I want 2 be speacial...
I want 2 be a star...
                  A super star !!
This is my dream.
Talk my dream again.
( ps : bitter smile ) hahahaha...

Anyway...this is me
The person who very care about "faces"...hope U "Like".

I m back !!

Hello...hello...A-niyo-ha-sil-yo
I M BACK !!

I miss u...blog...
I miss u... blogger...
I miss u...computer...
I miss u...y5...
I miss u...hotmail...
I miss u...imvu...
I miss Uuuuu...x1.5

This 2 weeks holidays
                                     I love You...
                                          n
                                 I will miss u
When holidays..
I will let my finger nail grow...until long LONG N long...
Now type this post also use my nail 2 type cause 2 Long...
Haha...but 2night...I will let u go because 2moro need back 2 school...

Not very happy back 2 school
I will back 2 school because SPM

12/6/2011
Have only half year...
I will left my friends
I will left my school
                                  about 3 month...
I hope I don 1 kena PLKN
Cause I already plan my future
I don 1 because this ,I need 2 delay my plan...
Haiz...I wish lah...
                             my god u must help me
2 weeks don c my blog
                       followers blog
Guys...u know
I c ur blog
Use already 3 hours 2 finish c all of ur blog

My eyes very dry...
      neck very pain...
       nail very long...

My holiday..
Kuala Lipis 2 Jerantut
Then 2 Kuantan
Later 2 Jerantut
Back 2 Kuantan again
2 KL...Now Kuala Lipis...haha...back here again...

Bz...Bz...Bz...
But I like...
Cause I can follow my family
I drink ice wine with my family
I eat sushi with family
I shopping with family
Everything I do are with my FAMILY !!
SooooOOOooOO }{appy !

A-ppa,On-ma--
Sya-ran-e-yo!!
Is 2 lazy 2 write...If u have question about my holidays
U ask me lah..ok??
^^