博客的魅力

我是惰性很重的一位作者。

我已经很久没有写帖文。
但是，我对写帖文还是存在着热情的……

为什么当初开始我的博客生涯呢？
因为我身边的朋友开始讨论、八卦谁谁谁的博客；谁谁谁的帖文。
当时的博客讨论度极高。
朋友的秘密往往写在博客上，比如他讨厌她、她喜欢他、他抢了谁的男友………………

在那个时候，你想要知道哪位朋友的内心话；你就会去看他们的博客。
有些朋友甚至会封锁他们自己的博客，让少数朋友阅读。

如果你有注意我的博客，完全可以看到我的写作量逐渐在减少……
我偶尔也会写写帖文，看看朋友最近有没有帖文。
可惜的是他们也和我一样慢慢的离开这个圈子。
可是，我还蛮好奇的就是他们还会想要写帖文吗？

因为我会哦。

唯有这个平台让我用文字说话。

看回去以前的第一篇文到最近的帖文。
成熟度逐渐增加……写的内容从青涩回忆到成熟电影观后感……
这些帖文也证明我的内涵有所成长。

仔细阅读我最近的观后感，我自己也被自己吓到了！
真的很难想象自己可以写出这样的观后感……
文字的细腻与成熟……种种文字的运用，我自己看了；都难以置信！
甚至怀疑自己发表的帖文，真的是自己写的吗？

我从来不认为我有艺术天分，
我从来不认为我有写作天分……
到现在为止，我也不认为……我……有什么天赋……
我认为我是一位像小玉唱的歌曲名字一样——没用的大学生。
大人眼中还没有成熟的黄毛丫头。
文又不可以，武也不可以的草莓族。
而且我的帖文一定不被他们欣赏。

但是，陌生人却颠覆了我的自我认知。
他们在我的帖文留言、赞赏；我很是感动。
我以为我的帖文是给自己看的。
可是，全世界其实都在看；只是我不知道而已。
目前为止，没有出现酸民来攻击我的帖文。
可能是因为我不红吧～哈哈……

好吧！竟然博客作者还有热血，那是不是应该继续延续这分热血呢？

感情 vs. 变质

人生往往遇上很多人。

这些人将和你有着密切的感情。

打从我出世的那天，我的人生有了亲情。
从我进入幼稚园起，我的人生有了友情。

在这两段情产生的同时，我的人生也有了爱情。
虽然第三段的情还没有开花，甚至结果；但是，我依然期待着……

在现在的人生当中，亲情和友情是我生命支柱。
如果你问我这两段情，你会如何形容？
我会这样回答你……

亲情像水，空气……缺一不可。
友情呢…………就像……爱情。

现在的友谊就像是结婚，看似甜蜜的两人。
其实内心是充满怀疑、生气、难过……种种的负面情绪……
他们并不想摊开来说；认为没有必要，甚至某位当事人可能没有察觉这情在变质……

他们并没有要分开的意思。
唯有礼貌地维持这段情。

友情在我现在的阶段是非常重要的。
毕竟在家靠家人，在外靠朋友。
这个理由让我非常依赖友情。

可是，不是每段友谊是完美地。甚至是丑陋地。

大风

今天，我没有去上班。
原因是我前两天被猫咬了。

手在昨天开始麻、体温开始上升……
虽然我的手只有4个牙齿印，但足以让我的手深受折磨。

今天，我去看医生。
医生看到我的手，她很生气……
她说你应该要去医院，不是诊疗所！
什么？？！
原来，我的手严重到这个地步了。
我的manager还叫我看完医生去做工…………

从clinic走回宿舍，
风很大很大……
吹到我很舒服，但身体还是热热地，可能开始发烧了吧～
但我的内心，把我的内心吹的好凉、凉到寒……
心寒

真的很失望。
没有想到我的上司竟然是这样的人。
员工生病，还要回去做工。
我真的很失望。他应该了解被猫咬后的症状……
可是……

风仍然持续的吹……
这风还真悲啊……
让我看清社会的现实和残酷。
感受到心寒的伤痛。
体验到坚强的假象。

好想回家。
不想再看到这残酷的一切。
不想再装坚强。
好想离开……

讲到好像很了解，其实一点也不。
4年经验又怎样？
我还是要做啊！

没有extra钱拿，
没有benefit可以有,
整天讲大家庭，你真的以为你是我家人啊？
不要·再·骗·自·己·了～！

胡言乱语。

今天，我像往常一样。不过……
5.50am，起床、上厕所。
6.05am，坐在床上。
6.10am，我躺在床上，开始赖床……
6.30am，我下楼，打了一通电话说：“阿姑，我没有去学校。”好了！

今天早上，哇～真的很早！
我的skype就上线了。
不出我所料，只有Echo/Sound test service是上线的。
这时来Facebook上线一下……

不懂是不是太早的关系。
Facebook和我一样，慢慢responding…………
好啦，没想到Bavetheren上线喔～不错……

今天( ps :要酱多今天吗？),我早上真的很想写Blog。
真的很想写。
看回以前，我写的帖子。
205个～真的很多。
可是，现在……TT
可能是时间也有可能是精神上——那就是懒惰咯～！
不过，没关系。至少我还有心情上来写写……

讲回我读中六的心情。
我的心情其实很好，但，读书的心情是不好；而且还大大的NG！
这7个月，转了学校又转。
还是转回来Lipis。哭笑不得……
很多东西讲了，希望改变的；却偏偏转个圈又回来了……

竟然回来了，那……尝试找回热诚吧！
嗐……真的蛮难找的说……
真的要找回来一点呐～
等下进不到，那就惨了！
真的不要读了等下……

昨天( ps :哈，有一个昨天了！)，我跟嘉开video call。
看到彤，哈哈……她真的改变很多。
彤，You so open mind AND open body already。
加油，继续努力！Gambateh!
哈哈……不过，心情真的好很多。
谢谢，嘉！
我一定会克服所有障碍！
祝我成功吧～～
得不到爸妈的支持与肯定，
但，至少我还有朋友的鼓励与赞赏！
谢谢，你们……朋友！

送上我的早餐给大家～

虽然，不是很丰盛……的说……^^

Wake Up ,Girl ...

Hey,friend.

I think I not very know u .
Why?
cos'u change?
No...u don't change.

I think I know the reason.
The reason is I not very know u.

I know u have that thing.
So What?!
I also got lah !
I don't show it.
But...
u show it up !

That thing only can stay in a ursides.
Then...don show out cos' ppl will take it.
Then u will take away like very ...haiz...

I don know want 2 say wat...
i only can say I need 2 know u more...

 T

Because of a piece of paper.

Pupil start 2 focus on exam.
Teacher start 2 focus on students's weakness.
School start 2 tension students result.
Parents start 2 give their child/children stress.

12 years old,
pupil have a piece of paper that is UPSR's result.
15 years old,
pupil have another piece of paper that is PMR's result.
17 years old,
pupil most have this paper that is SPM's result.

In those years,
what have u learn?

Friends?

Family?

Lovers?

Emotions?

Health?

Money?

Mature?

Pure?

Alone?

Lonely?

Life?

Romance?

Memory?

Quarrel?

Troublesome?

Cold war?

Result?

Forgive?

Stubborn?

Panic and fearful?

Fall in Love?

Pornographic?

What have U learn?!

Everyone including ur parents,
                      teachers,
                      brothers,
                      sisters,
                      friends,
                      workers,
also have this paper.

Have some1 told me,
"Ppl born to this world is 2 have a piece of paper like that."
Cause this paper can help u upgrade ur life type.
                            find a great job.
                            find many money.
                            guarantee urself.
This is the function of this paper.
( ps : So powerful ! )

Some ppl will get 10 subject or below,at least 6 subject.
Me 9 subject.
Is a lot 4 me.
I hope I can have 3 credit.

Exam is coming.
Many students finding their exam's tips.
Actually,
I don follow tips.
Cause is confuse.
      n
I can know my real result that I don follow tips.
I know my real result.
I know my real strength.
So,I don follow the tips.
But my friend will send it 2 me.
( ps : I have see lah but don remember it up.)

Today,
u say 1 open a new 1.
Ok,is good !
Open it...
I support U !!
( ps : Do U see it?? Haiz...maybe U don c it,cause U scared !Scared ppl say U...blah! )
Never mind lah !
U just open it.
     n
don tell ppl ur new 1 !
If u tell...hah!
U need 2 close it up !
Cause this mean ur secret will be c it by many ppl.
I don know u have tell any1 or not
If u tell...U NO NEED 2 open a new 1 lah !
Remember,U??
U just need a way 2 release ur stress.
Go a head...but if I know everyone see it that...
I will "share" it up !
Gambateh lah ...
Fighting lah...


4 the paper..,

Man Gaga birthday...

}{appy Birthday,Man Gaga!!
11/5/2011
3.00pm
Rest House
Party

V stay at Lipis Plaza Hotel
Then v waiting Chi V call's...

N I take the cake until there
My hand so pain...

Then v don take the candles n cake knife...
OMG!!
Never mind...at last...
But still need 2 wait Chi V call...
V all so tired...

Haiz...Because morning exam...But v also celebrate MG Birthday!!

At last,the 3 take knife n candles back n the A Kuan buy this bodoh things back...

That Is...

Aiyo...very "yu" A
She want all of us blow this thing up Rest House..."yu" A > <

When v arrived Rest House,I c MG emotion...
haha...he sooOOOooOo suprise !!!
He tought v don come cause Chi V say only Jine n she celebrate with him only.
So,when he know v come...haha...
V go in n sing "}{appy Birthday 2 u,
                          }{appy Birthday 2 u,
                         }{appy Birthday 2 Wei Yee...
                        }{appy Birthday 2 u....!!"
His face very suprise...
V take the cake out
V tell MG see the cake 1st
Cause have some special "design"...haha...

He look the cake n say "Gee..."
Haha...
then v put the candles on top the cake
                                    around the "love"

Haha...( ps : the candle is on top the o0o...haha...)
Ok back 2 our cake...

They tell MG make wish...After that, they say:"u must make 17 wish cause u 17 years old !"
He really close his eyes n wish...
Wat happen 2 the next...They take the cream NOT cake A... put on his face

Then v order food n drink
At the same time,many people already back home...
But have some people stay at there with MG
They are...
                MG
                Hazel
                A Kuan
                Fatin
                Wani
                "Encik Batu"
                Dragon
                Chi V
                A lot
N me...left there...
Then v play "Bing Bing"
play until v all WET!!

Then I n Amy belanja Ice-cream 4 A lot
                                                        Encik Batu
                                                        Fatin
                                                        Wani
                                                        Chi V
This Chi V A...very Bz body...
I ask her want ice-cream or not
She say don 1 ( ps : 1st time I ask her )
Later I ask again she no...
Then Amy say want buy,She walk with me...she ask Chi V want ma?
Chi V say WANT!
I ask her she say don 1
Amy ask her she say 1 !!
Aiyo...haiz...

After V finish our party,Amy n I back home...
Now until my style..."The making of MG's birthday Party."

Aiya...A Kuan don take u...sry A...haha...
The cake have some special design,wat design is that??

Ta-Da...
When v waiting Chi V call...

Some people...

MG plus...

When V play "Bing Bing"

WET!!

Before I go...

N guess who BUTT is this??
( ps : She tell me 2 take her Butt...guess lah )

R u hate me?!

R u hate me?
I ask me everytime...
I don know ...

U know me always ask/say/do something LOL...
But this ....noting right?

U start don talk 2 me
U start don look at me
U start 2 be stranger in my life

What r u doing??
I don understand...
Why u so angry??
I don know...

When u see them,u become }[appy
But when u c me...haiz...

R u hate me??
Maybe...
I think i need 2 walk away from ur life
I think i need 2 be strange in ur life

U can stay in my life
But i will walk away from ur life

Left u alone
but when u "suddenly remamber " me...
I also welcome u back...
                                       I will wait...

But wait a seconds...
Y i need 2 care u??
Y i need 2 feel sour when thinking our friendship??
Y?
y?

I very sure u r important 4 me
I very care u
But u don know...All u don know...

I will walk away
                           from ur life
I will give u
                   stay in my life until I 4get u...81725!!

Birthdays...

Hear Ah Jia's blog song---Add oil
                                  ---Gambateh...
Hao ting...
Birthday is so important for a person
Everyone hope their friends remamber their birth-day...
Is so happy when ur friends birthday...
When ur birth-day , u will be very happy...
                                 Whatever ur friends give u present
                                  Whatever ur friends just say "]-[appy Birthday !"
U also happy
U also smile
U also laugh

Me remamber when i 12 years old
                                          Celebrate at beach...Mcdonald...haha...
My mom booking at there
All my friends come with a present
But he don come
      he don know my birthday...
FINE !
Me celebrate with my friends...
My cousin bought me a box of chocolate
]-[appy...ah...hahahaha...
That is my last surprise party with my Kuantan friends.

I hope my friends tell me "Happy birthday" when my birth-day...
                                                                                                 That AlL...
Here,
I need 2 say " ]-[appy Birth-day" with...
                                                            Amy Jie
                                                            Anne...
Happy bithday AA!!

paranormal activity...believe it or not...

Paranormal activity means have something can't explain.
                                         超自然现象.
I have been see this movie...
                                   
Is horrible...
Is can't explain...
Is don know whY?

This is the one of the SCARIEST at-Home VIEWing ExPeriences E.V.E.R ! -Harry Knowles,AIN'T IT COOL NEWS
The sinopsis of the << paranormal activity >> part 1.

Katie and her boyfriend Micah have been living together for three years,they are haunted by an entity while they are sleeping. Katie discloses to Micah that she has been haunted since she was eight years old .The skeptical Micah buys a camera to videotape the paranormal activity in their home during the night. Katie calls Fredrichs,to help them,but he explains that he is specialist in ghost .However he feels the presence of a fiend and advises the couple to call a friend of his.

Translate by google :

凯蒂和她的男友米卡已经生活了三年在一起，他们是由一个实体，困扰他们睡觉。凯蒂透露给米卡，她已被折磨，因为她是八岁。持怀疑态度米卡买了相机在夜间进行拍摄，在他们的家超自然的活动。凯蒂呼吁Fredrichs，帮助他们，但他解释说，他是在鬼专家。但是他觉得一个魔鬼的存在，并建议这对夫妻，他打电话给朋友。

"Steady Your Nerves,our Sleepless Nights are agout to return." - Steve Barton,DreadCentral
The sipnosis of <<paranormal activity >> part 2.

Just as Dan and Kristi welcome a newborn baby into their home,a demonic presence begins terrorizing them,tearing apart their perfect world and turning it into an inescapable nightmare .Security cameras capture the torment,making every minute horrifyingly real. Critics warn to "say good-bye to sleep" as Paranormal activity 2 will haunt you long after it's shocking final scence.

Translate by google :

正如丹和Kristi欢迎到他们家里一个新生婴儿，恶魔的存在开始恐吓他们，撕裂他们的完美的世界，使之成为一个不可避免的恶梦了。安全摄像头捕捉到的折磨，使每分钟惊人地真实。批评家警告，以“告别睡觉“的超自然现象2会困扰你很久以后这是令人震惊的最后场景。

( ps : when u c this movie,please......DON'T SEE IT ALONE...warn by the movie...)

说谁是你 #1 Friend。

我的 #1 friend 是
Chi v吧！

可能是一班的关系吧。
看到她常常被人利用，心里就会生气，马上骂她！
                                                   为什么你怎么傻啊？
                                                   为什么你要帮他 / 她啊？
                                                   为什么你不反击啊？
                                                   为什么你不会醒啊？
这些问题她总是答：哈？！
                                    朋友嘛。
                                    反什么？！
                                    很累嘛！
OMG！！！！不过 Fine ，naturally 让它过去吧。
                                                              因为她改不了 了。

But,在这里有一则爱的宣言。（ ps ：猜谁写的，我只是传罢了。）

静文
  其实呢我知道你从以前到现在
  都在爱我，我也知道你是个女人。
  但我不能接受一位Lesbian……
  因为我也是一位Lesbian。
  我正在努力改变我的性趣向，
  但到目前为止我改变不到。
  因为
         我爱你！