Forget it.

Those days...
Angel n devil fight in my heart.
Happy n sad crossing in my heart.

Now,my heart bleeding.
Can't stop...

I try my best.
I ...will ...

I hope I can be different in my family.
I hope I can be myself in my family.

No 2 be a printer.
No 2 be a copy cat.
Nope!

Mom n Dad thx 4 ur words.
U say ..."try ur best in exam.
Watever ur result is good or bad.
U also can success in ur own future.
I trust u."

I cry in front everyone.
U know how stress I m.
Yeah...I very stress.
Stress beat my heart until bleeding.
Stress beat my heart until pain.

How pain... ...
I try 2 relax.
But I can't.
I try 2 calm down.
But I can't.
I try 2 release.
But I can't.

Actually,I don like party when birthday.
I just 1 a simply dinner.
That All.

I scared ... ...
Is very embarrassing... ...
Can't u feel it??
Haiz...

Honestly.
When the party start.
I don know wat 2 do.
B4 the party start,I hope can don 1 call my friends in that party.
Just party with my family.
Sry guys...
I also hope guys don 1 open a party 4 me.
I also hope guys don 1 say "Happy Birthday" 2 me.
Just 4get it.

Haha...
Suddenly 1 2 smile but i feel this laugh is bitter.
I singing...
Only singing , I can release my ALL Feeling.

2/9/2011
How fast is it...
2moro,don 1 go 2 tuition.
Stop tuition 2 day.
Let me clear my feeling.

Exam is coming soon.
I don 1 take those stupid feeling get in Exam.
Left me alone 4 2 days.

I will be back.